whee~

The latest poem to be published?
'Dreamer's Waltz'
If you think of me, I'll think of you
Dreaming of a sea with just us two.
Walking together, hand in hand
Down the briny beach, kicking up sand.
Building bridges over earth and sky
Lofty thoughts built up so high
Where thoughts end and dreams start
A path that leads into my heart
Down the briny beach, me and you
Two dreamers dreaming, just us two
Hand in hand, beyond the bends
This is where the dreaming ends.

Whee.

Page to itself, selected as a semi-finalist for the drawing in February (possible $1,ooo for it :P )...

Da has a few job offers -- one of which is just down the road; paid vacations and holidays, overtime -- he's hoping he can get it, gotta talk to the other man and let the two owners figure out if they want him or not...

...which means that the farm might have to be put on hold, animals sold off and such (Cinnamon is STAYING, I don't care what they say)...

Need to update wlsnlivestock, cause there have been new babies~

...don't have any money whatsoever at SCAD anymore. They yanked my deposit for housing :\ Oh well.

Still haven't heard anything from VCU.

...and, amazingly, I still hold the attention of Mr. Watts (the carriage company in Savannah), so... I might just try to get myself either settled down in Savannah or just north of Richmond. One of the two...

Can't stay here. If I don't get out now, I don't think I'll ever leave... and that's what happens to everyone here :\

So... yeah. Probably ought to still persue something at SCAD as far as financial aid, but keep an apartment there OR find out what's going on with VCU. If I can't manage school at VCU soon, I'm going to try to get that job north of Richmond... even though its a year or longer kind of job, that doesn't mean I can't persue my artwork :P

Personal developments help improve my artwork every time I try to doodle anything -- I have the talent and the resources to make a life of my artwork, just not the confidence.

One of those give and take things :P

Confidence for everyone else and things that I do for others... but not for myself.

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Day off tomorrow?

noooooooooooooooooo, of course not~... Work from 9-5. Go me :P

I wanted to sleeeep *sobs*

...you know, I could sleep, but... I'd get in trouble, heh ^^;

I think tomorrow will be waaaay too boring for my own good. Watch me fall asleep, heh ^^;;

I think I have Sunday through Wednesday off. Whee~~~

I MIGHT be able to get something accomplished, then, heh ^^;;; I was GOING to finish cleaning my room tomorrow, as mum was working, bro was taking exams and da was gonna be away, heh. Oh well...

Maybe sunday? Who knows --;

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Whee~

I'm hungry .___. its been a very long time since I've been full. That 'contented' full... Hell, its been ages since I've wanted something to eat -- I mean really wanted something. I just eat because I'm hungry, half the time I'm hungry and I don't eat, so I just don't get hungry any more...

Probably a good chunk of why my headaches love to nestle in for a few days... that, along with everything else happening...

I think I'll leave LJ alone for a while after my 2,ooo-th entry. Hell, I think I'll leave everything online alone for a while...

Might be a few days, few weeks, months, a year? I doubt it would be a full year... but it could happen. I can easily relate a small portion of my problems stem from online goings-on... Yes, its nice to do a bit of role-play every now and then, but sometimes it hits too close to home...

And when it does, it hurts me more than it humours me.

So... yeah, I think I'll disappear for a small while just to clear my head. Might happen before the Two-tripple-zero, but I'm sure it will happen soon enough.

LiveJournal is my friend, and so are all of you. Please don't take it personally if I do drop off of the face of the digital world.

Work tomorrow -- should be home around 5:30-ish.