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Emotion, as an energy, can neither be created nor destroyed. That said, all emotions are intertwined (as most of you should have already determined for yourselves).
Love, as an emotion (which is an energy), cannot be created nor can it be destroyed. It has kinetic and potential abilities. Kinetic is when love is put into motion (or, emotion, as it were) and potential is the ability to have and/or to be in love.
Energy (such as love) has the potential to exist, yet also has the potential to not exist. Love is transmutable. Love can turn into friendship, close bonds, the ability to give your life (or how you live) for something/someone. It can also become hate, indifference, what-have-you. Simple enough -- there is a science to 'love'.
HOWEVER, when hormones are thrown into the mix, you're more than likely screwed :P
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I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Someone gives me an idea and I can make it come to life... but...
...throw money into the mix, and I'm dead. There's just no life in me. I've gotten three commission offers before I was actively searching. I had to turn down all three because, I thought, I was too swamped with work. Working almost all the time, I just didn't have the time to do anything...
...but now, with these that I've been given... I have the doodles. I have the sketches. I can't make them come to life...
I've been frustrated to tears over the first one.
I. Can't. Draw. For. Money.
Its too much responsibility. Its not fun. Its too much work. And I don't like it.
I only hope that the people who have commissioned me can wait another, what? Week? I said 20th, didn't I? I'm going to get it done. I have to. To prove myself.
...I just... feel as though I've lost everything when I try to draw... because although I can see it in my head, I can't make it real.
...and when I can't do that, part of the magic in my head dies. And I just slump over and find something else to do. Because its futile, pompous and arrogant to think I can recreate magic.
Love, as an emotion (which is an energy), cannot be created nor can it be destroyed. It has kinetic and potential abilities. Kinetic is when love is put into motion (or, emotion, as it were) and potential is the ability to have and/or to be in love.
Energy (such as love) has the potential to exist, yet also has the potential to not exist. Love is transmutable. Love can turn into friendship, close bonds, the ability to give your life (or how you live) for something/someone. It can also become hate, indifference, what-have-you. Simple enough -- there is a science to 'love'.
HOWEVER, when hormones are thrown into the mix, you're more than likely screwed :P
...
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Someone gives me an idea and I can make it come to life... but...
...throw money into the mix, and I'm dead. There's just no life in me. I've gotten three commission offers before I was actively searching. I had to turn down all three because, I thought, I was too swamped with work. Working almost all the time, I just didn't have the time to do anything...
...but now, with these that I've been given... I have the doodles. I have the sketches. I can't make them come to life...
I've been frustrated to tears over the first one.
I. Can't. Draw. For. Money.
Its too much responsibility. Its not fun. Its too much work. And I don't like it.
I only hope that the people who have commissioned me can wait another, what? Week? I said 20th, didn't I? I'm going to get it done. I have to. To prove myself.
...I just... feel as though I've lost everything when I try to draw... because although I can see it in my head, I can't make it real.
...and when I can't do that, part of the magic in my head dies. And I just slump over and find something else to do. Because its futile, pompous and arrogant to think I can recreate magic.
